So this morning I had one of those moments where I felt upset by the fact that it is now 7 months into my visa application and 10 months into being unemployed. After last weeks let down with GN wasting my time and thinking I was about to get a break work wise. I guess im feeling more let down by the system.
Now that its been the 7 months into the 7-9 month turnaround, everytime my hotmail lights up with a new email. I think this is it "this will be the email telling me I have my visa so I can start working again". Unfortunately that email hasnt arrived yet :(.
I decided to go back onto Australian Forum today. A site I havent visited in months because it kept getting me down. why you ask? imagin being told that every application is being treated the same and will be processed in the order they have been received. how would you feel reading about others who have had there visas granted within a week or 2/3/4/5 months when you have been waiting for what seem like forever. Its not nice hey? so you can understand why it gets me down. Anyways i went onto the forum today and noticed a number of people who applied around the same time as me finally getting their approval so i decided seeing as its been over a month since my last call to immigration and I had 50c in my purse that it was time to call for an update.
I was on hold for a less amount of time as i normally have so maybe calling later then i normally do i a good idea to note for future calls. Anyways i got through to Tara in the melbourne call center. Who I have to say was the most honest person I have spoken to todate. Once again my visa is currently being processed. No further documentation is required blah blah blah. She explained to me that with the recent changes in the requirement for skilled migration visas has resulted in a unbelieveable amount of new partner applications being received. Due to this the new current wait is 9 - 12 months, so yet another blow to my life at the moment. so this means that instead of i should be hearing in the next 2 months its gone back to 5. FML. I had a number of questions to ask her but unfortunately they go unanswered as i felt myself about to explode with tears so i chockingly said thank you and hung up.
After 10 months of being unemployed and the current 7 month wait and counting for my visa, its really starting to take its toll. The stress is building up in Matt and I fear he is going to end up in hospital again. I find myself unmotivated to do even the smallest of things. Money is tight and getting tighter as bills go up and it doesnt help with SDRO finding new fines that need to be paid. The fact that we can hardly socialise with our friends is really getting to the both of us. And when we do get a chance we end up spending more money then we can afford. We have no idea what we are going to do if the visa gets cancelled let alone how we will afford to re apply or move to a new country as we cant afford to save.
I feel now that each time I call up its going to be harder. as these past 2 times i have ended up in tears on the phone. But I will endevour to keep you all updated.
Claire
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Friday, April 1, 2011
"I'm not fat I'm big boned" - Eric Cartmen
Weighing in at 80kgs unfortuately for me means that im offically classed as obesse. Whenever I say this to people they dont believe me. I guess we all have grown to asociate obesesity with the size 20+ people we are so used to seeing on the TV. I am a size 16, infact when I was a size 14 I was still classified as obese. Starteling huh? They say the average woman is a size 14 so does this mean that the average woman is not just overweight according to there BMI but obese too?
Almost a year ago I went to the Sydney event for the "Rose of Tralee". The photos of that event were the "wake up call" for me. I didnt like what I saw in the photos. So I decided to take action. Unfortunately for me I have 3 big problems and Im sure many of you have these too:
1. Im one of the worst comfort eaters you will ever meet.When im sad, feeling sorry for myself or someone has gotten me down I reach for the chocolate, Ice-cream cake and coke. Anyone who is a comfort eater will tell you that sometimes you dont even think about what your doing, then next thing you know BAM!!!! wow I just ate 2 bars of choclate with 1 cup of tea.
2. Im a huge procrastinator. I will always find something else to do that takes me away from what im meant to be doing. per example, I am typing this blog when im meant to be cleaning. Or maybe staying in bed a little longer so i dont have to go to the GYM
and 3. I seriously lack willpower. Believe it or not its True. I sit here daily going to myself. DO something!! Go to the GYM, go for a run, Get on the Wii Fit. Instead I continue to sit at the laptop bored. Complaining that im bored. im unemployed so In theory I have no reason not to go to Curves for the 30mins session every day. But in general i just about scrape in my 3 workouts a week.
I joined Curves back in June after eventually getting some "willpower" to do something about the ever growing extra kilos ive been lugging around. I weighed in at 83kgs then. Then I lost my job, cue Binge Drinking and comfort eating to numb the pain. So by the time I started the weight management program in August I was up to 85kgs(main incentive for starting the program). By christmas I had lost 5kgs and I have been fluctuating between 79 and 80.5 since then.. All I can say is that ive lost motivation again and recent events have not helped.
So today I decided that I need to get back on the bandwagon. I had a chat with Michelle at Curves in Petersham (there were almost tears). She called me a "serial faller off-er"! but congradulated me on keeping the 5kgs Off. We have set a goal for me of 75kgs for when my show is on in June. She is going to find an incentive for me to HAVE to go to the GYM everyday. So what I need for all of you is support so that I dont "Fall Off" again. I give you all full permission to smack me in the back of the head if you see me eating something I shouldnt, hell even if im eying it up give me a whack. Remind me about my goal.
I will keep you posted here on my successes and failures cause lets face it there will be some. Also I would just like to inform you all. I am doing this not because the TV and Magazines say i should be slimer but because I want to take action and prevent health issues. I am coming to an age where I could be high risk for a number of problems and I want to lower my chances of getting them.
Claire
Almost a year ago I went to the Sydney event for the "Rose of Tralee". The photos of that event were the "wake up call" for me. I didnt like what I saw in the photos. So I decided to take action. Unfortunately for me I have 3 big problems and Im sure many of you have these too:
1. Im one of the worst comfort eaters you will ever meet.When im sad, feeling sorry for myself or someone has gotten me down I reach for the chocolate, Ice-cream cake and coke. Anyone who is a comfort eater will tell you that sometimes you dont even think about what your doing, then next thing you know BAM!!!! wow I just ate 2 bars of choclate with 1 cup of tea.
2. Im a huge procrastinator. I will always find something else to do that takes me away from what im meant to be doing. per example, I am typing this blog when im meant to be cleaning. Or maybe staying in bed a little longer so i dont have to go to the GYM
and 3. I seriously lack willpower. Believe it or not its True. I sit here daily going to myself. DO something!! Go to the GYM, go for a run, Get on the Wii Fit. Instead I continue to sit at the laptop bored. Complaining that im bored. im unemployed so In theory I have no reason not to go to Curves for the 30mins session every day. But in general i just about scrape in my 3 workouts a week.
I joined Curves back in June after eventually getting some "willpower" to do something about the ever growing extra kilos ive been lugging around. I weighed in at 83kgs then. Then I lost my job, cue Binge Drinking and comfort eating to numb the pain. So by the time I started the weight management program in August I was up to 85kgs(main incentive for starting the program). By christmas I had lost 5kgs and I have been fluctuating between 79 and 80.5 since then.. All I can say is that ive lost motivation again and recent events have not helped.
So today I decided that I need to get back on the bandwagon. I had a chat with Michelle at Curves in Petersham (there were almost tears). She called me a "serial faller off-er"! but congradulated me on keeping the 5kgs Off. We have set a goal for me of 75kgs for when my show is on in June. She is going to find an incentive for me to HAVE to go to the GYM everyday. So what I need for all of you is support so that I dont "Fall Off" again. I give you all full permission to smack me in the back of the head if you see me eating something I shouldnt, hell even if im eying it up give me a whack. Remind me about my goal.
I will keep you posted here on my successes and failures cause lets face it there will be some. Also I would just like to inform you all. I am doing this not because the TV and Magazines say i should be slimer but because I want to take action and prevent health issues. I am coming to an age where I could be high risk for a number of problems and I want to lower my chances of getting them.
Claire
Me 80kgs
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